In addition to my annual Holiday funk, I’m also stressed because the contract I’m working on is winding up, and I don’t have another job lined up.  I’m looking, and I’ve applied for some things, but still the stress…  It doesn’t help that I’m not terribly busy on the contract I’m working on now – I’m bored and boredom is not pretty on me.  It usually means spending WAY too much money.  Thankfully I’ve resisted that urge for the most part (Okay, there was an “incident” Saturday at a Yarn shop – but the bag was 25% off! ;)

Merry Christmas to me!!

I’m also glad I didn’t order the furniture I had planned on ordering – so I can squirrel away some money to keep me going until march or so if need be.  And Praise Jebus I have ZERO credit card debt!!  Just mortgage & car payment (and the monthly bills that go with living).  So I guess I could be in way worse shape.

Haven’t done well on the eating AT ALL the past week or so – there were 2 binges (thankfully no purges), but today was a better day.  Haven’t worked out at all for over a week, haven’t done much of anything at all.  Of course it’s been bitterly cold here for the past 4 or 5 days so that just makes me want to curl up under a blanket and watch movies.

And at this time of the year the movies are all the happily-ever-after movies (okay, I admit I do watch the stupid damn Lifetime movies), which adds to the holiday funk.  But they are like crack to me – no matter how shitty they are, and they are almost always shitty.

So I’m just going to hang in there and try to do better or at the very least, try not to do worse.  And thanks all for the lovely encouraging comments – they are much appreciated!

Tara passed along the One Lovely Blog Award to my humble little blog.  Thanks Tara! 

These are the blogs that are the “must reads” for me – all of them inspire me in different ways.  In no particular order:

Ladies on a Mission:

The Incredible Shrinking Girl

Losing My Thighs

Fighting the Fat

All the Weigh

Grace’s Blog

Say Something Stacey

Redefinition Mission

Tasty Treats:

Shallots Web

Somethingcakey’s Blog

Tortatebukura’s Blog

Vanilla Garlic

Vampire Gran’s Weblog

A Whisk and A Spoon

Not Without Salt

My Current Favorite Art Blog:

Tom Shea Art